just thoughts

I wonder, i wonder sometimes why my standards are high.
only for a second, though.
quickly that second passes as i think on the next 50 or 60 years of my life and where i may be.
what kind of family i wish to have. with out high standards or relience on the Lord and His will for my life, i will not experience the life that is filled with joy.
I will wait for the perfect plan He has.


doesnt mean i dont wish it would hurry up.
kind of hard to think it will happen when all I see is guys wasting time playing video games...